Final Exam
"Gud luck akmal.. semoga awak dpt 4.00 final exam nih.."
tu adalah contoh ayat yg wajib korg ucapkn utk ak.
klo nak edit2 sket bole, tp pastikan maksud nye same..
haha..

nih laa jadual final exam dak2 chemo 0707 sem nih:

Process Heat Transfer
12 November 2009
Khamis
0900-1200

Computational Method
13 November 2009
Jumaat
0900-1200

Separation Process 1
18 November 2009
Rabu
1430-1730

Chemical Engineering Thermodynamics
22 November 2009
Ahad (gile kan exam hari ahad)
0900-1200 (pagi pulak tu! camne aa nak bgn~)

dah lame x deans.. sem nih? mungkin ada harapan..
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susah nye...
what should i do????
a new me?
just thinking.. if im a new me? what would happen?
hehe.. unimaginable kot 
only i got a reminder
u might have change
but im still me dat u know
i am what i am
i will be better, but its in the future
or i may be worse
but its also in the future
we'll never know
for now, its looks like im avoiding u
coz i dont want to hurt u n myself anymore
i dont want to lose something someone again
i just want u to be happy like u r now
if its okay with me
than its fine
but if u dont want me around
thats also fine
but i prefer the first one
n yes
u r the only one that can change me
n thanx again n again
u know why i thank you


who r u?
"dats one thing ill never tell" (quote from nasnas xoxo)


serabut setadi mlm2 neh.. study weak~~

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ujian mata (bukan warna ye mr a****)


nampak? xnampak?? meh aku zoom kan utk korg..
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dah.. nampak dah kn?? haa.. dah tuh, stadi a.. pe agy.... nak maen2 photoshop plak.. hish!
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merepek2..
update terbaru:

Talent Search - finished
comment - 
satu event yg penuh ngan segala2nye. it made us closer, it also made us far away from each other (2 different person k).. my post as head of Log Dept was very penat, xbest, busy n all those negative description. what happen when u didnt enjoy your work? damn stress rite? i swear i'll never take logistic department anymore in any event in utp. and dis event also, i stuck in between my commitment in MEDTECH with the people in Talent Search. its very hard to please both side, especially when both people are extremely different with each other. i think i really need to make up my mind on 1 side only after dis..  and dis event oso cost me one important post.. haih, need to wait until next tyme. f! but in the end, i still missed all my event. i missed going to the maintenence, block b, acs, chancelor complex, shoman's office, n all other places needed by HOD log dept to go. committee aku mesti gumbira dpt head yg xreti nak bagi keje kat org lain kan? and 1 more, talking about committee. i oso made wrong choices in this event. wtf man, committee bongok pon aku amek wat pe.. suro buat keje xnak, asal miting je ade grup discussion, dok back stage pon xreti. tp bile suro amek sijil, dia la org firs yg dtg amek. dats y i hate those kind of people; if u know who im talking about.... Nex sem event? biarla sem depan br gtaw. xsurprise aa kan gtaw awal2..


exam week is nearer. just received those mood to study in the past few night after g'talk'ing my old fren.. really need to get in the Deans List this semester.


already pasted dis rite beside my head in the room. nothing impossible rite?
walopon PCS da kompem2 xpat A, tp xp. sem2 depan ade lagi...

ape lagi yg nak aku merepek? hurm.. aa.. saye seleseme cekgu! always hate flu, once kene, seminggu baru hilang hingus. da jd fraipan da nih (makhluk hingusan).. haha.. jgn mara b....
Chemo Open House 2009
malas nak cite panjang2
malas nak edit banyak2
malas nak stady
maalaasss!!!!










click for bigger pic..
bubbye~
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20 October 2002
hari ini, 7 tahun yg lalu. aku kecik je ag, form 1.. dok skola sains kota tinggi, hari ahad. aku masih ingat ngan clear hari bersejarah ni. pagi tu, biase la bangun hepi2. dak2 dorm Iswara 2 (dorm form 1) kene laa p bersih kan surau. gotong royong tetiap minggu. klu escape kang ade kene 'tarik' plak kan mlm2.

tyme ngah syok mnyapu, tetibe nmpk pakcik n makcik aku yg dok felda bukit waha (15minit dr skola) dtg. tersengeh aku. biase lah, budak2. smalam abah ngan mak dtg, rini pakcik ak plak dtg. kompem2 laa bnyk duet masuk. huuhu. dtg jumpe, mule2 tengok dyorg senyum je. tetibe makcik aku stat nangeh. pelik nye aku.. xsedap ati dah nih. dia ckp

"adik, kemas baju dik.. kita balik kg skang.."

siyes dia ckp gitu aku tau dah knape. soalan first aku bukan knape.. tapi..

"siape?"

dlm hati ak da ingt nenek aku meninggal. dia laa yg jage ak dr kecik. n dia laa yg paling tua ada kat umah tu. xmungkin lak adik bradik ak plak kan.. abah ngan mak pon baru dtg smalam..

"mak da takde dik.."

ak terdiam. tak tau nak cakap ape. baru semalam mak datang. xkan dah takde kot? bapak aku xmungkin bawak kete smpai eksiden.. xmungkin. salah nih. mak org lain kan? kan?

aku tau semua dlm kpale tu nak sdapkn hati je. aku senyap naik dorm, kemas baju. member2 ade kat dorm tu pon pelik aa. dyorg tanye knape kemas baju. aku senyap gak. smpai last dah siap br aku ckp.

"mak aku meninggal.."

senyap sume org. tak tau nak buat ape. aku ingt tyme tu ada polok, daus kot, n bbrp org lain aa. aku bg kunci loker kat dyorg (aku pon xtaw knape).. pastuh ak blah cmtu je, tros balik. xd nk bgtaw warden ke, sape2 ke.. siyes blurr. xcaye tau. korg pnah rase ke? xramai yg tau camne rasenye dpt berita yg mak dah takde.. all the way balik batu pahat tu, memori tu rewind. ingt balik ape ko da buat kat mak ko, ingt salah2 nye, br nk ingt cmne baik nye mak.. ak cuba tido, mengharapkn supaye bangun t kat katil, mimpi je sume kan..

tp, kenyataan itu mmg xley diubah. sampai umah, tengok banyak je kete kat luar. org ramai kumpul da. abah peluk, nangis dia. first time aku nmpak bapak aku nangis, tyme nih la. aku? aku sebak, aku tak tau knape aku susah nak nangis. kdg2 kalau teringat tuh pon xpnah nak nangis. stakat mengalir stitik dua je. pelik gak aa aku. tp yg buat aku sedih, smpai umah tu, jenazah dah dikebumikan. tak sempat nk tengok. adik bradik aku yg len pon xsmpat smpai. masing2 dok kat kl kan. tp aku laa yg dok kat kota tinggi nih yang last smpai rumah.

kenape aku cite nih? ak nak korg ingt balik. kalo korg tu ada lagi mak, abah, adik bradik, sape2 yg korg sayang. ingt.. mati tu bila2 dtg. bukan ko bole ckp,

"tunggu kejap ye en malaikat maut, anak saye xbalik lagi nih.. nak jumpe kjap.. kjaapp je.."

xde nye. aku jumpe mak aku smalm kot, knape hari ni dah takde? kenape!! knape la aku xnak amek gamba last time tu. bapak aku dah ajak kot masa kat skola, xnak. segan amek gamba ngan mak. amek ko, segan sangat, esok nye dah xd dah mak utk ko amek gamba dengan. suke ke?? padan muka ko...

ingat. mintak maap kat org yg korg sayang. jangan buat diorg marah, sedih, sakit hati. kalo dah takde tu, xde guna nye maap ko. ckp kat dyorg yg ko sayang kat dia. dah takde nanti, ckp sayang sape dengar? batu nisan tuu je yg dgr. org nye kat bawah tanah, 7 kaki.



ade ni je gamba mak yg adik simpan mak. zaman dulu tu kita xde kamera digital lagi, sume nye ada dlm album. abah da kumpul semua gamba mak dulu, simpan jadi dalam satu album khas. dia simpan kat dalam almari dalam bilik dia. kitorg sume ingat mak, tetiap kali balik kampung mesti kene singgah kubur mak dulu.. jumpa lagi..


al-Fatihah kpd arwah Absah Bt Pantek
died at age 48, Sunday 20 October 2009
i miss my mum...
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